C# D#sus4 A#m C# D#sus4 A#m I hurt myself today to see if I still feel C# D#sus4 A#m C# D#sus4 A#m I focus on the pain the only thing thatʼs real C# D#sus4 A#m C# D#sus4 A#m The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting C# D#sus4 A#m C# D#sus4 G# Try to kill it all away but I remember everything A#m F# C# G# What have I become? My sweetest friend A#m F# C# G# Everyone I know goes away in the end A#m F# C# G# And you could have it all My empire of dirt A#m F# G# A#m I will let you down I will make you hurt C# D#sus4 A#m C# D#sus4 A#m I wear this crown of thorns upon my liars chair C# D#sus4 A#m C# D#sus4 A#m Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair C# D#sus4 A#m C# D#sus4 A#m Beneath the stains of time the feeling disappears C# D#sus4 A#m C# D#sus4 G# You are someone else I am still right here A#m F# If I could start again C# G# А million miles away A#m F# I would keep myself G# A#m I would find a way