D Esus4 Bm D Esus4 Bm I hurt myself today to see if I still feel D Esus4 Bm D Esus4 Bm I focus on the pain the only thing thatʼs real D Esus4 Bm D Esus4 Bm The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting D Esus4 Bm D Esus4 A Try to kill it all away but I remember everything Bm G D A What have I become? My sweetest friend Bm G D A Everyone I know goes away in the end Bm G D A And you could have it all My empire of dirt Bm G A Bm I will let you down I will make you hurt D Esus4 Bm D Esus4 Bm I wear this crown of thorns upon my liars chair D Esus4 Bm D Esus4 Bm Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair D Esus4 Bm D Esus4 Bm Beneath the stains of time the feeling disappears D Esus4 Bm D Esus4 A You are someone else I am still right here Bm G If I could start again D A А million miles away Bm G I would keep myself A Bm I would find a way