Intro: DmBbFGm
Verse:
DmBb
Feels like itʼs rained in my head for a hundred days
FGm
(Feels like itʼs rained in my head for a hundred days)
DmBb
Stare in the mirror and I look for another face
FGm
(Stare in the mirror and I look for another face)
DmBb
And I get so tired of putting out fires and making up lies
FGm
Checking my eyes for some kinda light, but
Nothingʼs inside and it
DmBbFGm
Feels like itʼs rained in my head for a hundred days
Chorus:
BbGmDm
And I say I hate you when I donʼt
CBb
Push you when you get too close
GmDm
Itʼs hard to laugh when Iʼm the joke
C
But I canʼt do this on my—
BbGmDmC
Only you can save me from my lack of self-control
FGmBb
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
Verse:
DmBb
Iʼve asked for forgiveness a hundred times
FGm
(Iʼve asked for forgiveness a hundred times)
DmBb
Believed it myself when I halfway apologized
FGm
(Believed it myself when I halfway apologized)
DmBb
And itʼs not unfair Iʼm asking for prayers, but nobody cares
FGm
Going nowhere like falling downstairs while everyone stares
DmBbFGm
No oneʼs there when Iʼve asked for forgiveness a hundred times
Chorus:
BbGmDm
And I say I hate you when I donʼt
CBb
Push you when you get too close
GmDm
Itʼs hard to laugh when Iʼm the joke
C
But I canʼt do this on my—
BbGmDmC
Only you can save me from my lack of self-control
FGmBb
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
Post-chorus:
Gm
No, Iʼm just taking a shot
Dm
Ah, maybe Iʼm just too eager
C
Oh, maybe I lost the plot
Bb
Ha, I used to pity some people
Gm
I said they were missing a spine
Dm
Yeah, maybe the problem is ego
C
Maybe the—, maybe the problem is mine
Really, Iʼm fine
Bb
Donʼt get too intimate, donʼt get too curious
Gm
This is just feeling like itʼs not that serious
Dm
Stare at the ceiling, feeling delirious
CBb
Fuck all your empathy, I want your fury ʼcause I will just (I will just)
Gm
Tell you Iʼm better then, better then
Dm
Spit out my medicine, medicine, ayy
Am
Drunk on adrenaline, -drenaline, ayy
Bb
And I donʼt know why I
Chorus:
BbGmDm
say I hate you when I donʼt
CBb
Push you when you get too close
GmDm
Itʼs hard to laugh when Iʼm the joke
C
But I canʼt do this on my—
BbGmDmC
Only you can save me from my lack of self-control
BbGmDmC
And I wonʼt make excuses for the pain I caused us both
BbGmDmC
So thank you for always standing by me even though
BbGm
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go