G In my mind C In a future five years from now D Iʼm 120 pounds C And I never get hungover G C Because I will be the picture of discipline D Never minding what state Iʼm in C And be someone I admire D C And itʼs funny how I imagined that I would be that person now D But it does not seem to have happened C D Maybe Iʼve just forgotten how, to see C G That Iʼm not exactly the person that I thought Iʼd be G And in my mind C In the faraway here and now D Iʼve become in control somehow C And I never lose my wallet G C Because I will be the picture of discipline D Never fucking up anything C And Iʼll be a good defensive driver D C And itʼs funny how I imagined that I would be that person now D But it does not seem to have happened C D Maybe Iʼve just forgotten how, to see C G That Iʼll never be the person that I thought Iʼd be G And in my mind C When Iʼm old, I am beautiful D Planting tulips and vegetables C Which I will mindfully watch over - G Not like me, now C Iʼm so busy with everything D That I donʼt look at anything C But Iʼm sure Iʼll look when I am older D C And itʼs funny how I imagine that I could be that person now D But thatʼs not what I want, if thatʼs what I wanted C then Iʼd be giving up somehow D C How strange to see that I donʼt want to be G the person that I want to be G And in my mind C I imagine so many things D Things that arenʼt really happening C And when they put me in the ground, G Iʼll start pounding the lid, C Saying "I havenʼt finished yet – D I still have a tattoo to get C That says ʼIʼm living in the momentʼ." D And itʼs funny how I imagined C That I could win this winless fight D But maybe it isnʼt all that funny C That Iʼve been fighting all my life D But maybe I have to think itʼs funny C If I wanna live before I die D And maybe itʼs funniest of all C To think Iʼll die before I actually see C G That I am exactly the person that I want to be
